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And So I Write…

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My experiences of being belittled, looked down upon, mocked and abused brought me closer to how precious and valuable I am, to God, and that in turn made me realize my worth and that of others, as human beings, in His eyes.

When I wept, my lonely screams piercing the darkness around me, God was my companion.

When everything around me said no, I experienced His power of, Yes! When my wings were constantly clipped, He spread them.

When I was lost without answers, He taught me wisdom and understanding.

When I fell with the heavy weights on my shoulders, dread in my heart, tears streaming down my face, He said, “Rise up!”

When all else failed, and everyone dropped me and gave up on me, and called me a failure, He said, “Here is your new beginning.”

Relentless Love, Relentless Father; He would not allow my light to be diminished. He constantly fought for my soul; He pushed me to stay alive and conquer my demons and defeat my challenges. And so I write.

He gave me power that superseded every challenge.

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He nurtured me to use my pain as a catapult into purpose, my insecurities into creative power, and my anger, to find purpose and excel in my God-given gifts. I could pursue divine destiny. I could take off and take flight.

I cried, but I had power. I had been abused, violated, mocked and cast aside, but I had power.

Many times I messed up and felt guilty and ashamed, mentally and emotionally crippled, but I had power. Relentless Love, Relentless Father, He made sure I knew that.

My job now is to become a beacon of hope and bring inner peace to those who are struggling, who are lost, and who are ready to make a change, and to tell the masses that we do have unconditional love and divine power available to us, no matter who we are, what we have done, what has happened to us or where we have been.

He will not force His love on us but with Him I learnt that I could go through the fire with grace, peace and kindness. I learnt that it was not my role to judge others, but that if some had the right to be cold, I had the right to be warm, if some had the right to be uncaring, I had the right to be caring. I learnt to make the brave choice to look at the root of my own problems and troubles and torment raging within me, find strength to take the high moral ground, stop blaming other people and focusing on what they were doing to me, and instead clean myself up and grow beautifully every day.

And so I write, so that others will discover what I have discovered in this Relentless Love, Relentless Father. There are so many people seeking love, direction, peace, joy, redemption, salvation and deliverance from their travails, if only they know what I know.

I write for as many souls that will lay their burdens before Him and be made whole. I write for as many as will have their mental, emotional, physical and spiritual chains broken. I write for as many as want to find their divine blueprint, find their purpose and fulfill their destinies. I write for as many as thirst and hunger for deliverance from their demons. I write because I love humanity and I want humanity to experience God who says, “Come as you are and I will give you rest, joy, peace and a sound mind.” And so I write.

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I realize that I could deny my divine experiences with God to fit in and to please others, that I could be ashamed of Him and be fearful of telling others that He is real, His power is real, or I could come out of my shell and tell of His goodness, so that others will experience and know what I know.

And so I write… In the hopes that you too, will see how precious and valuable you truly are, and experience His Divine Love.

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The Real Secret

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What is the real secret to our existence? Why are we really here? Who are we? Who should we be? Are we going in the right direction? Are we making the right decisions for our souls? Do we really know? What is man’s agenda? What is God’s agenda? What is your agenda? Whose agenda should you follow? Do you know? With all our religions, technology, philosophy, science and intellect, why is our world still so terrifying? Why is there so much darkness? Perhaps we should turn back to our Creator God. It could be that the very power that we reject is the very power we truly need to bring us out of the darkness that we helplessly stand and watch as it consumes our Earth. Perhaps He is the real power that can deliver us from the demons, despair, torment, depression, guilt and shame. He might be the real secret to protecting us from, and getting rid of, the evil that appears to be taking over our minds, souls, spirits, families, communities and nations. Multitudes are suffering; they are traumatized, full of fear, violated, depressed and suicidal. Perhaps the very power that we mock and cast aside as a joke and as non-existent might very well be the real secret that we actually need to be our saving grace, but our intellect, pride, free-will and our know it all attitude are denying us of such power. It is time for us to get understanding of the times we live in; it is time for us to walk in divine wisdom. Let us be prepared and build our arks before the floods come, because they will come! This book, The Real Secret, will give you understanding and assist you in determining whose agenda you should follow; man’s agenda or God’s agenda.

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A Quiet Power, Peaceful Confident America

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America, the time has come for us to show this nation, this land, how much we love and appreciate Her. The time has come for us to raise Her from fear and hate. There are millions of us, with many different talents and skills. We can use those skills and talents to build each other up and not destroy. We can use those skills and talents to construct and not destruct. We do not have to self-destruct; we are fearfully and wonderfully made, intelligent and powerful, to allow the darkness that is creeping into our nation to continue to pervade, influence and take over us. Let’s get to work!kennedy-1341305__180We begin by changing our mindset; the way we think and do things. Are we not tired of being afraid and hateful? Are we not tired of feeling and being helpless? Are we not tired of hurting each other? Are we not tired of going around in circles? Do we not realize and understand that there is more to us than our anger, prejudice, stigma and depression?  We are terrified and broken but we cannot give up or give in to darkness, fear, depression and pulling each other down. We have to start thinking about how we can rise up from the dust and build each other up. We do not have to tear each other down. We do not have to tear each other apart. We do not have to bring division amongst ourselves. We do not have to crush and suppress each other. We do not have to look down on each other for any reason whatsoever. We do not have to glory in and gloat in other people’s failures.

Instead, we can choose to accommodate and assist each other. Instead we can choose to not take out our pain, agony, insecurities, and fears out on each other. Instead we can strive to make the brave choice to look at the root of our problems and torments raging within us, and fix them.  We can all become assistants and assist each other in so many ways than one. Imagine how you can help this nation grow. Imagine how you can serve. What if you didn’t just stop there? What if you acted on your imagination and dared to bring it to life? Imagine if you decide to step out of yourself and go out of your way to improve someone else’s day. The effect will be endless, so much so that you will never be able to measure it, because each of our actions take on a life of their own once we put them in motion in our nation. Our positive, everyday deeds will bless uncountable numbers of people we will never meet, never know, but will touch and change. The blessings have to start from somewhere, from someone, from us. Let us be the blessing to this beautiful land we all call home.

Any one of us can choose to assist another if we choose to discipline our hearts, minds, spirits and souls, to do so. Imagine a nation where we all assisted, where we all made a choice to become less and less selfish, more and more selfless, putting another’s feelings or situation before our own because at the time it was the right thing to do? We do not have to be a tit for tat nation, always ready to pull each other down and apart. Let us not allow fear to make us become or act like anyone else but our better self. Let us make every effort not to contribute to negativity, even when we feel put down. Let us take a deep breath, have integrity and focus on recreating ourselves and building ourselves into a quietly powerful and peacefully confident nation. It starts with each of us as individuals.

Instead of looking for opportunities to be vindictive and hurtful, let us develop a mindset to assist, support and encourage each other. Let us be the assistant that diffuses a situation before it escalates into something very unpleasant.  Will you choose to be that one person who determines to send out good energy anyway, regardless of a tough situation? Will you choose to summon up the courage to destroy unkindness with kindness? Will you summon up the guts to simply walk away, and not hurt back, when the pain becomes too much? Let us make decisions that will fix things amongst us and in our nation in a way that will enhance our lives and that of others. It is extremely difficult, but we can learn to not hurt others even when we are hurting. No matter how much people are hurting us, or have hurt us, we can learn and determine to take the higher ground and not lash back. An extremely difficult thing to do, but not impossible; it takes a lot of consistent and determined effort and practice. It takes Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence. We are a hurting nation, a hurting people, and we desperately need a dynamic jolt into becoming a victorious nation, and thriving individuals. How are we going to accomplish that? Let’s start thinking, imagining and putting it all to work and to serve our nation.quote-1444099_1280Genuine fears have made us build walls which have turned into deeply rooted unhealthy pride. That type of deeply rooted fearful pride becomes part of our existence, like a second skin. We do not realize that it is directing our everyday decision, creating consequences in our lives that come back to bite us. They bite us because our decisions were made out of false confidence, false security, and false existence.  We have crash landed and we are in need of power, real power, to arise as a nation, as a people. I have the audacity to believe that God has created us with innate power to brilliantly soar and we can do just that, without destroying each other. We need power to arise and take off, and we can do so in the God that we say we trust.usa-1491732__180We need Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence which is simply the art of attaining deep self-control and deep peace in our spirit.  It is the power to emanate positive light. It is the power to be careful about what kind of ripple effect we bring into the lives of our family, friends, community, office and nation.  We are all capable of Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence.  The difference is that some of us make a deliberate choice to cultivate and nurture it and some do not. Like almost everything else, the more you practice the better you become at it.  It is a journey of deliberately exercising the mind and emotions to always rise above and do better, and the long-term effects are absolutely worth it. It is allowing spirit, not nature, to take over. It is about the power to forgive. There are so many ways to be vindictive, to lash out and to strike back, but there is only one way to forgive—a deliberate determination to let things go. Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence, it is constant self-denial to resist afflicting pain on others even when you have the means to do so. It is power to not rejoice in the pain of those who have unjustly hurt you.  It is incredible power that does not come cheap, that is deliberately nurtured. It is self-control at its highest. Quiet power, graceful power, forgiving power—it takes practice and it takes guts.

We live in a ruthless, selfish and self-indulgent age where Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence is seen as weakness, but it is not. While others are spending large amounts of energy scrambling to device hurt, while they spend endless time manipulating and searching for ways to destroy others, those who practice Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence,  are spending time and energy seeking courage, wisdom, and strength on how to remain steady, quiet and powerful, filled with virtue from within. The emotional, mental and spiritual pain is phenomenal. It crushes your soul to not hit back, to not tell them like it is, and instead respond with grace. It is against our ordinary human nature, but if you choose to constantly respond negatively to others who treat you badly, then they have you under their control and you will become exactly what you did not want to become: their plaything. Behave oppositely to their expectations; perk up, be joyful, assist when you can, and let the ugly that has been dished out roll gracefully off of you. Now that is true liberty and freedom; rising above our torment and rage, to assist each other.

For our own sake and for the sake of humanity, especially the children and the next generations of children, let us use our freedom to take responsibility for how we react or could potentially react in a self-serving way. We have all been shaped, formed and defined by family, friends, schools, jobs, media, relationships, and all the latest this and that, whatever the latest norm is. Now it is time for us to define ourselves. You have been reminded that you have work to do, that it starts with you and within you. Every single choice we make matters! We matter, and so do other people.

Take a deep breath and allow situations to mold you into that better person that you can be. Freely give good energy and kindness, even when it is met with resistance, and do not resist it when it is freely given to you. Learn from painful, extremely difficult situations and allow them to mold you into a beautiful person, and not into bitterness, anger, depression and blame. Finger pointing is easy, it is ugly and it is natural, but taking a deep breath and deeply searching within on how to do better in a situation is supernatural and priceless. Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence, is not forcing you, neither is it telling you what to do, but instead it is nudging you into what you already have in you: beauty, virtue and intelligence to do that which is right. Deep down, you already know right from wrong. Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence is a resource for when you need refueling, a fortress for when your mind is going crazy with anger, thoughts of revenge, and feelings of hatred.

We have a journey to embark on, you and me, for our own sake and for the sake of the world. The journey is to make our nation a healthier environment for all of us, and as we do it creates a ripple effect into how we are with our families and others around us. We can choose to hold our demons in check or, better yet, rid ourselves of them entirely. We can choose to not take our pain, agony, insecurities, and fears out on each other.usa-1491725__180It is worth developing and building Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence. At the end of the day, we will have to find a moment in our lives when we make a decision about what type of person we are, who we have become and will become as a nation, and at what cost.

What cost do we want to live with? The cost to assist or to hurt each other?

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Who You are to God

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What if I told you that you are the apple of my eye?

What if I told you that I knew you before you were conceived in your mother’s womb?

What if I told you that I know every single hair on your head?

What if I told you that I carry you on the palm of my victorious right hand, valuable son?

What if I told you that your face is ever before me?

What if I told you that I have divine plans for you?

What if I told you, fear not, beautiful one?

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What if I told you that I will complete what I have begun with your life, if you let me?

What if I told you that you have been created no less than another?

What if I told you that I breathed, and still breathe, into you precious daughter?

What if I told you to cast your burdens on to me and I will give you rest?

What if I told you that my yoke is easy and my burden is light?

What if I told you that you have wept but your joy will come?

What if I told you that there will be laughter in your mouth?

What if I told you that there will be singing on your tongue?

What if I told you that I will make every crooked path straight priceless child?

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What if I told you that the victory is yours when you turn over your battles to me?

What if I told you that I have given you power to become more than a conqueror?

What if I told you that I will bring you healing from the top of your head to the soles of your feet?

What if I told you that I do not sleep, searching for ways to reach and bless you?

What if I told you that I can renew your strength and point you towards your purpose and destiny?

What if my power is real? What if I am real?

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What if I put divine abilities within you? How will you know?

How will you know if you do not stop and think about it?

How will you know if you are listening to every voice except mine?

How will you know if you have concluded that I do not exist?

What if I told you fear not, for I am with you always; that I will never leave you nor forsake you?

I love you higher than the highest mountain, deeper than the deepest valley.

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But you will only know if you turn to me, valuable son, precious daughter, priceless child. The choice to turn to me for power to become your ultimate best, is yours. It is your free-will.

I have knocked on the door of your heart, reminded you of my existence, reminded you of how valuable, precious and priceless you are to me.  I have reminded you of who you are to me. The rest is up to you. Will you take my hand, tap into me and try me?

Will you take His victorious right hand, unconditional love, unspeakable joy, indescribable peace and overcome?

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To The Rock That is Higher Than I

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I have done everything You have asked of me. I have pushed hard, I have endured, and I have persevered. I have nothing left to give. Where are you? What happened to you? Where did you disappear to? I mean, I know that You are there, but I don’t feel You. Did I do something wrong? Did I say something wrong? Did I turn You off? I closed my ears to everything they said about You and against You. I shut my senses from their mocking me for believing in You and for trusting in You, my Rock and my Salvation.

Now I am drained, and they are still laughing and jeering at me. What God, they ask! Stop fooling and deceiving yourself, they say! He doesn’t exist, they rant! How long will You be gone for? Or are You still there, just silent, waiting for me to learn the lesson in this new experience? I know You allow challenges to make me stronger. I know You allow problems to give me courage. I know you allow darkness to give me wisdom. I know You allow confusion to give me understanding. I know You allow hate to turn into love in me. I am looking up to You, my Shield and my Refuge, the God in whom I put my trust, my hope, my faith and my heart! But I want to bow my head down now. I am deflated. I am depleted. I am all emptied out. I am beat!

I feel Your fire burn inside of me, but my body is fatigued. I feel the light of my spirit soaring in me but my mind is exhausted. I feel Your Grace carrying me through, but my soul is bent over. I feel purpose yearning inside me, but I cannot take another step.

Where are You? I think I want to stop now. I think I want to give up now.  I think I want all the lights to go out. I think I want all the voices to go away. To the Rock that is higher than I, I think You should come rescue me now! I am unfulfilled, lost and clueless without You. I don’t want my own wisdom, I want Yours. I don’t want my own strength, I want Yours. I don’t want my own understanding, I want Yours. I don’t want my demons and vices, I want Your deliverance!

I will try again. I will shut out the temptations that beckon to me with their easy way out. Your way may be difficult and trying, but I will wait for You, the Rock that is higher than I. Because I know You. You are true. I have seen and heard you before, and I have been lifted by You. You are real to me! You have healed me and fulfilled me before. You have brought me out of dark dungeons of pain, depression and trauma. You have done so before and you will do it again, and again, and again. Because that is who You are and that is what You do! Every second, every hour, every day, every week, every month and every year, You pour out Your unconditional love.

So here I am, Rock that is higher than I. Here I am, waiting for You, looking up to You, to reach me in the place where only You can.  Here I sit waiting for You to revive me in the way that only You can. I long for You and Your Divine Presence that makes me whole again. I wait for You and only You, Rock that is higher than I. Don’t keep me waiting any longer, for I am weak. I am parched.

Fill me! Deliver me! Empower me!

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You Have Everything it Takes!

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Feeling lost and confused? Feeling down and out, wondering what’s next, wondering what’s left? Where to go, what to do, where to turn, who to turn to? Spirit broken, soul tired, mind exhausted! But you are here because you are meant to be! You are not a waste of time, you are not a waste of life, you are not a mistake. God saw it fit to make you. God saw it fit to create you, God saw it fit to build you! God knows and sees your worth and your value. God took His time to mold you for a purpose. God poured His power into you. You have everything it takes!

Have you any idea what you are made of? You are masterfully created by the DIVINE Master Craftsman and He left NOTHING out, so that when this day of purpose hits you, you will have every thing it takes! Extraordinary soul, dry your tears. Amazing spirit do not die. Remarkable light, do not go out. Incredible power do not die out. Outstanding mind do not be diminished.

Instead, let there be a rebirth, because you are:

  • Gifted, not or’nary but extraordinary.
  • Filled with dynamic power waiting for you to tap into it.
  • Filled with worth and value waiting for you to soar.
  • Better than where you find yourself.
  • Better than where you have been put.
  • Filled with fiery purpose burning inside you.
  • Created with divine abilities.

Don’t be cast down great one! Weep and heal, your light has come, you have much work to do! Heaven, creation, awaits for you to establish your unique presence. We breathlessly wait for you to establish and accomplish your reason for being. We hold our breath for you. This is the beginning of great things. This is the end of who you think you are or what you have become. This is the beginning of who you should be! God’s divine blueprint awaits you, oh great and powerful one!

You are potent with:

  • Authority
  • Love
  • Brilliance
  • Intelligence
  • Talent
  • Skill

Weep, but turn away from the dark and evil distractions and look deep into your spirit. Do not spend time hating what you do not understand, but focus on finding purpose, focus on finding God’s divine blueprint for your life, there you will find your truest power. 

The kind of power where:

  • Nobody can tell you that you are not worth the breath that you breathe.
  • Nobody can tell you that you are not worth the ground you walk on.
  • Nobody can tell you that you do not have a voice, a soul or a spirit.
  • Nobody can tell you that there is no light in you.
  • Nobody can tell you that you were not created to soar.

PREVAIL! Take authority over your demons, your hurt, your pain, your agonies and your trauma. You are here and you are meant to be, so BE!

Some things can only become overcome with divine ability and divine assistance. STOP looking at God as your enemy! GOD IS NOT YOUR ENEMY! HE LOVES YOU! START seeing Him as on your side. The sooner the better, the quicker the easier, BECAUSE, you have much to do! Study His words, walk and talk with His Spirit, have a relationship with Him, therein lies your healing, power, your wisdom, your courage, your strength, and your new beginning!

Tap in! Tap in! Tap in!

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The Divine Pinnacle Option to Our Existence

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Tired soul, exhausted spirit, stop! Breathe! Take a very deep breath! Pause and think for a moment! Think! There is another option! One that will bring you to the divine pinnacle of your existence.

What are you about to do? Are you about to take your life? Are you about to give in to depression? Are you about to succumb to sorrow, loneliness and sadness? Are trauma, heartbreak and disappointment about to sink you? Are you about to drown in drugs and vices that deplete your soul, mind and spirit? What are you about to do? There is another option!

There is a power and a breath that will give you the peace of mind and the courage that you seek. There is  a power and a breath that can take away the agony, that unbearable pain which keeps rising to the surface. There is a power and breath that will take you to the pinnacle of your existence. You work so hard. You try so hard. You apply yourself to everything you lay your hands on, yet your demons continue to plague you and chain you down. Have you not suffered enough? Are you aware that we are created with dunamis and that we have unlimited divine power when we tap into it? I would like to present dunamis to you. Take this option!

How does dunamis reside in us? How does it become triggered and activated in us? Well, it does not have to be recreated or reinvented, it simply needs to be discovered within. It is power already residing within us! We cannot borrow, buy, or steal it. We did not, and do not need to earn it. We can ignore it, remain unaware of it. There is nothing we have to do to acquire it, but simply look up to God who saw it fit to create us with it. Try this option!

Dunamis is the dormant power in us that becomes activated by the Breath of God, also known as the Holy Spirit or zoe. When we make that free-will choice to turn to our Source, God, dunamis becomes triggered within us through and by the Holy Spirit of God. Dunamis will not and cannot function to its fullest without the Holy Spirit! The Holy Spirit gives us life, life given by God, through His breath, free for all, breathed by all. However, to reach the pinnacle of our existence we need to turn to God, ask for the Holy Spirit, who then empowers us with divine abilities by activating existing, dormant, untapped, unused, dunamis to its fullest.

Many have invented useful philosophies, technology, psychology and science to guide us. They have crafted and presented other life forms and mediums for us to worship, all in an attempt to be happy, to gain protection and security, and to be victorious, but many have not tried God’s zoe. I wonder why, when zoe is the very breath of God which gives us life to be alive, yet we do not want to acknowledge His existence.

You may appear to shine at everything, yet secretly you feel empty; demons plaguing you, secrets haunting you, emptiness and loneliness encompassing you, lies that torment you daily. Your soul is tired! Your façades and masks are weighing you down and making you disgusted with yourself. Your spirit is exhausted! When are you going to cry out to God to revitalize and set you free, in a way that only He can? How will you know if you do not try? Is that too much to ask for your precious soul? Is that too much to ask for your life? Is your image, how you look, your intellect, your philosophies, your science, your technology, or your need to impress others more valuable than your priceless soul? Don’t you want to go beyond just living and existing? Don’t you want to experience your life at its highest against all odds? Don’t you want to fight for your soul?

I hope you do, because dunamis and zoe are available to you, my brother, my sister, as your other option. It is entirely your choice.

 You are worth it that pinnacle of divine existence!

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