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And So I Write…

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My experiences of being belittled, looked down upon, mocked and abused brought me closer to how precious and valuable I am, to God, and that in turn made me realize my worth and that of others, as human beings, in His eyes.

When I wept, my lonely screams piercing the darkness around me, God was my companion.

When everything around me said no, I experienced His power of, Yes! When my wings were constantly clipped, He spread them.

When I was lost without answers, He taught me wisdom and understanding.

When I fell with the heavy weights on my shoulders, dread in my heart, tears streaming down my face, He said, “Rise up!”

When all else failed, and everyone dropped me and gave up on me, and called me a failure, He said, “Here is your new beginning.”

Relentless Love, Relentless Father; He would not allow my light to be diminished. He constantly fought for my soul; He pushed me to stay alive and conquer my demons and defeat my challenges. And so I write.

He gave me power that superseded every challenge.

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He nurtured me to use my pain as a catapult into purpose, my insecurities into creative power, and my anger, to find purpose and excel in my God-given gifts. I could pursue divine destiny. I could take off and take flight.

I cried, but I had power. I had been abused, violated, mocked and cast aside, but I had power.

Many times I messed up and felt guilty and ashamed, mentally and emotionally crippled, but I had power. Relentless Love, Relentless Father, He made sure I knew that.

My job now is to become a beacon of hope and bring inner peace to those who are struggling, who are lost, and who are ready to make a change, and to tell the masses that we do have unconditional love and divine power available to us, no matter who we are, what we have done, what has happened to us or where we have been.

He will not force His love on us but with Him I learnt that I could go through the fire with grace, peace and kindness. I learnt that it was not my role to judge others, but that if some had the right to be cold, I had the right to be warm, if some had the right to be uncaring, I had the right to be caring. I learnt to make the brave choice to look at the root of my own problems and troubles and torment raging within me, find strength to take the high moral ground, stop blaming other people and focusing on what they were doing to me, and instead clean myself up and grow beautifully every day.

And so I write, so that others will discover what I have discovered in this Relentless Love, Relentless Father. There are so many people seeking love, direction, peace, joy, redemption, salvation and deliverance from their travails, if only they know what I know.

I write for as many souls that will lay their burdens before Him and be made whole. I write for as many as will have their mental, emotional, physical and spiritual chains broken. I write for as many as want to find their divine blueprint, find their purpose and fulfill their destinies. I write for as many as thirst and hunger for deliverance from their demons. I write because I love humanity and I want humanity to experience God who says, “Come as you are and I will give you rest, joy, peace and a sound mind.” And so I write.

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I realize that I could deny my divine experiences with God to fit in and to please others, that I could be ashamed of Him and be fearful of telling others that He is real, His power is real, or I could come out of my shell and tell of His goodness, so that others will experience and know what I know.

And so I write… In the hopes that you too, will see how precious and valuable you truly are, and experience His Divine Love.

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Who You are to God

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What if I told you that you are the apple of my eye?

What if I told you that I knew you before you were conceived in your mother’s womb?

What if I told you that I know every single hair on your head?

What if I told you that I carry you on the palm of my victorious right hand, valuable son?

What if I told you that your face is ever before me?

What if I told you that I have divine plans for you?

What if I told you, fear not, beautiful one?

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What if I told you that I will complete what I have begun with your life, if you let me?

What if I told you that you have been created no less than another?

What if I told you that I breathed, and still breathe, into you precious daughter?

What if I told you to cast your burdens on to me and I will give you rest?

What if I told you that my yoke is easy and my burden is light?

What if I told you that you have wept but your joy will come?

What if I told you that there will be laughter in your mouth?

What if I told you that there will be singing on your tongue?

What if I told you that I will make every crooked path straight priceless child?

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What if I told you that the victory is yours when you turn over your battles to me?

What if I told you that I have given you power to become more than a conqueror?

What if I told you that I will bring you healing from the top of your head to the soles of your feet?

What if I told you that I do not sleep, searching for ways to reach and bless you?

What if I told you that I can renew your strength and point you towards your purpose and destiny?

What if my power is real? What if I am real?

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What if I put divine abilities within you? How will you know?

How will you know if you do not stop and think about it?

How will you know if you are listening to every voice except mine?

How will you know if you have concluded that I do not exist?

What if I told you fear not, for I am with you always; that I will never leave you nor forsake you?

I love you higher than the highest mountain, deeper than the deepest valley.

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But you will only know if you turn to me, valuable son, precious daughter, priceless child. The choice to turn to me for power to become your ultimate best, is yours. It is your free-will.

I have knocked on the door of your heart, reminded you of my existence, reminded you of how valuable, precious and priceless you are to me.  I have reminded you of who you are to me. The rest is up to you. Will you take my hand, tap into me and try me?

Will you take His victorious right hand, unconditional love, unspeakable joy, indescribable peace and overcome?

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Unlimited Divinity, Limited Humanity

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Who, or what do you look up to for solace? Who, or what gives you genuine and lasting healing balm for your soul, mind, and spirit? For me it is God, who I firmly believe created us and inspired the writing of the Holy Bible. He knows us and loves us beyond our deepest imagination. He gives us breath to breathe. Whether or not we acknowledge Him, truth of the matter is, He created us, and He is always there for us. We have created all the technology, all the science, but He is still God. We have great intellect, amazing philosophies and mind blowing science, but He is still God! He has our blueprint in the palm of His hand, and He is our Source, our Origin. That is why we are so unique, with such power and great abilities!  But along the way we have dangerously turned away from Him and we have looked up to man and his creations. We have left true unlimited divinity behind and we are following our limited selves, limited science, limited technology. No matter how great these things are, no matter how much they have assisted us, we still need Him, and at the end of the day, like it or not, the hour will come when we will cry out for Him. Hopefully by then it’s not too late.

My life has not been perfect and painless, but He has faithfully carried and seen me through my turbulence, and so I share with you today, that no matter what, there is true healing, true power, true deliverance, true peace, and true love, available to you. I am not speaking out of someone else’s experience, or because someone preached to me, I am telling you what I tangibly know and have experienced. I love humanity and I want us to know the truth!

With all my imperfection, mistakes, maltreatment, the violation and the abuse at the hands of others, He influences me to want to love, to want to be kind, to be understanding and giving, even when it is very painful and extremely challenging to do so. Where and who do you turn to for the supernatural? Who and what do you draw peace and strength from? God is  a real spiritual source that you can delight in, that will always remain as your firm foundation when everything around you is falling apart.  He will keep you steady and still when everything around you is spinning out of control. What or who will keep you intact when all hell breaks loose? Nine out of ten chances you will manage your emotions and channel your choices and decisions from whatever or whoever directs you spiritually. Try God.

When people ask me how I manage to stay afloat, I give Him credit. He is my strength, my peace, my joy. In Him is the place where my rawest pain turns into honey, where rejection by others turns into absolute self-acceptance, where hate is molded into unconditional love, where indecision is turned into wisdom, where sorrow is turned into laughter and sadness into joy. In Him my inner struggles cease and I find Quiet Power, Peaceful Confidence. Without Him and His Holy Spirit, it would be impossible for me to take a deep breath as deeply as I do now, and tell you about the love, peace and healing available to all of us. Regardless of who you are or what you have become, you CAN turn to Him. Try God, our solace, where you will find unlimited and endless divinity instead of our limited short-lived humanity.

Need some solace, some wisdom, direction, healing and peace? Try the unlimited God!

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He Who Washes My Soul

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So here we are Lord, just you and I. We have come such a very long way, where you have always been faithful, but where I have not. Yet you love me so endlessly it takes my breath away. How I wish others would open up their hearts, souls, minds and spirits up to you so that they too can experience the divine worth and value you place on us, every single second. Every breath I take, you are there, my source, my strength, my wisdom, my courage and my power.

Not that you had to, you really could have ignored me, left me to rot, lost and blind. I mean, why should you care? After all I do not follow all your precepts all the time. Why you bother with me I cannot fathom. It is too great this love you have for me, and I will never be able to repay. Even though you did not have to, you picked me up and embraced all of me.

I smile, wistfully, for I know the day will never come, when I will have the answers. You are too powerful to comprehend, yet so humble in love. There is no question that you are God. It is no wonder that you are the king of kings, the all-powerful and the all-knowing God. No one, nothing, can hold a candle to you. You are, always will be, my darling. With my underserving lips I will kiss you every day with worship, appreciation and thanksgiving. I am not ashamed of you. I love you! My mouth will boast and tell of you. I praise you! I always long for your presence and your voice. I yearn to be in that place where my heart, my soul, my mind and spirit are totally surrendered to you. A place in the depths of my being, where no one else, and nothing else, can reach, only you.

You have blessed me beyond my imagination. You have brought me through treacherous paths, slippery slopes, fear, abuse, violation, refreshed and revived me, and given me the power to stand tall. You give of yourself endlessly; you love me relentlessly, never giving up on me, always reminding me of my worth.

I wish millions would accept and experience your unending love. Many think that you are all about control. But you are not, are you? You are about restoration, healing, peace, joy, wisdom and strength. You are all about the fullness of life that we so desperately seek, but yet we will not turn to you. Our pain, our trauma, our emptiness, fears, insecurities, agony and demons cannot withstand your power; they cannot overpower your divinity.  Yet we do not lay them down at your feet, the truest place to be whole again.  At your feet, in your arms, is the true place to shake off the dust of shame, guilt, mistakes and traumas of the past. It is the place to make the brave choice to clean oneself up and grow beautifully.

Why do we tap into philosophy, science, intellect, nature, clairvoyance and astrology, but not into you, when you are the one who has created all things? What sense does it make for us to not come back to you, our source? Why do we chase and hold on to temporary fixes when it is you who gives everlasting peace and joy? We yearn and thirst for you, we know it, we feel it, yet we reject you.

Why do we choose darkness when you have made light available to us? Why do we continue in our torment and confusion, when you have given us peace and wisdom? Why do we hang on to our insecurities and fears when you have given us power? Why are we encumbered with sickness, body, mind, spirit and soul when you have given us healing? Why are we so poor, when you have given us abundance of life? What is it about us that makes us reject you? Why are we so defiant about accepting you when you are the answer to our sinking ships?

As for me, with my sins, my imperfections and my humanity, I will continue to look up to you, He who washes my soul, cleanses my mind, heals my heart and strengthens my spirit, He who gives me wisdom for my foolishness, and brings understanding in my confusion.

I live and I breathe because of you, my King.

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In a Place Where Only God Can Reach

 

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Hello, my fellow human being! How are you today? How are you dealing with that pain, rejection, abuse, and violation?

What are they turning you into? What are you becoming? Can you still find your beautiful self or are you lost in agony and depression? What is that shame that you carry? What is that guilt that you harbor? What is that anger and bitterness that are turning you into someone that you are not?

What is that darkness that torments you? What is that shame that makes you cringe? Who uttered those horrible words that still haunt you every day of your life?

Who violated and abused you and made you feel like nothing? Who trampled upon you and denied you your humanity? Who made you feel worthless? Who, what took away your confidence and left you ridden with insecurity, denying you your power to be your unique, amazing self?

What trauma are you suffering from? What are your demons? What tortures and torments you? Do you think that you are beyond deliverance now? Do you think that healing is beyond your grasp, that perhaps you are too damaged to be made whole again?

I don’t think so. God does not think so. I can attest to that, and I kid you not. If I am healed, you can be too. If I am whole, you can be too. If I can bear my scars and walk with my head up high, so can you! Make it happen!

I was given a real divine opportunity and I took it, because my pain and agony where beyond natural human powers. They were too raw. Rather than giving up on myself, I gave God a chance with my soul, mind and spirit, instead of depending on myself or human hands and hearts that could not comprehend my pain, and failed me. In the process I discovered that there really is a part of me that only God can reach.

I do not know how desperate you are to be whole but I would take the chance at God’s unconditional love. There is for real, a place in us, where only He can reach. I speak only from experience.

Try it. ASK. You won’t know if you don’t ask.

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Wait! Don’t Throw in That Towel!

Know That You Have Power!

We all need power. Not the kind that belittles and abuses others, and not the kind that idolizes the self, but the kind that builds us up and encourages us in a positive way. We need the type of power that brings healing and wisdom, encouraging us and transforming us into better people, empowering us to rise above every form of insecurity, hurt and pain. Empowered this way, we can in turn be a blessing to other people.  It is the type of power that says you don’t need fame, masks, facades, aggrandizement, or material wealth to be deemed successful. Rather, your success is in knowing who you are, loving yourself, finding your purpose, and soaring in it. 

Millions have sickness taking over them. Millions are putting on smiles that they do not feel in their heart, soul and spirit. Millions are carrying indescribable pain and heartbreak. Millions are sinking into darkness, too weak to fight back. Millions are becoming their own worst enemy as they seek ways to cope with their insecurities, tragedies, anger, bitterness and confusion. Millions are suffering from agonizing emptiness and loneliness.

What if I told you that there is One who sees and feels your torment? Would you test God’s kind of power for your own sake, for your own personal deliverance? Would you dare to cry out to Him and ask for help? Would you at least try just to ensure that you are not losing out? During my tangible and palpable moments with God, I remember feeling a sense of power rise up within me. It empowered me to keep pushing through, no matter what obstacle or challenge was presented to my emotional and traumatic state of mind. When trust had been broken, when I had been verbally, emotionally, physically and spiritually abused, and when many made me feel worthless, God’s power would not let me throw in the towel and die!

His power made me feel and know that I am valuable and precious. I felt, and still feel, that there has to be more to me, that my life is not a mistake, and that I am here for a purpose, for a reason. I felt that I was being gradually healed, that the anger, trauma, bitterness, prejudice, bias, stigma, and any feelings of guilt, shame, and worthlessness were peeled away. I learned not to limit myself to believing that all I have is my carnal human nature, but that there is divine power residing within me. 

I then realized that my soul, mind and spirit wanted, no, needed, a power that is consistent, strong enough for me to hold on to, wise enough to guide me through the storms, and anchored enough to see me through any darkness.

How about you? What do you want for your soul, mind, heart and spirit?

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The One Who Understands Your Torment

 

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What if I told you that there is one who is indescribable, one who cannot be defined by words, one who understands your torment? This one already knows your agony, sees your desperation, feels your silent tears, and would like to reach you with the kind of uncommon power and unconditional love, in the depths where no one else can reach or touch you? What if this one can bring personal deliverance to your life. This ‘one’ I talk about is God.

This is not about religion, but about restorative power, healing power, reconstructive power, and power to do what appears to be the impossible. We have tried everything else, so why not this God?

There is an indescribable pain, loneliness, and emptiness you carry, and you don’t know where or how to offload it. What if He is the One you really need right now?

Would you try Him? Would you test His kind of power for your own sake, for your own personal deliverance? Would you dare to cry out to Him and ask for help?

Would you at least try, just so that you have covered all sides and tried everything before concluding that God does not exist or that He cannot possibly be the solution, the answer, the relief that you are so desperately looking for? Would you dare to be set free?

Would you dare to tap into uncommon power that will help to lift you up, to flap your wings, take off, and take flight?

The choice is entirely yours, the decision absolutely yours to make. Wouldn’t we rather find out whether or not this power is for us, useful to us, and supportive of us? Try Him out, don’t dismiss Him. This might be your chance for healing, the healing that you know long for!

The God of the Bible. His power is something which millions have tested and tried all around the world, and have come to know its truth and its reality. Are we all crazy, or is there something we have experienced, something undeniable, something tangible? We know the divine presence we felt, and we have experienced and witnessed the reality and truth of the healing, delivering, and redemptive power of God. We just cannot deny that God is real, even if, for some reason, we were to walk away from Him. Not after what we know!

This is undeniable power that will not allow us to wallow in self-pity. It is indescribable power that sees us as majestic and royal, even when others belittle us. It is power beyond comprehension, that turns our ugliness into shining beauty. It is unstoppable power that lifts us out of dungeons of darkness, misery, and pain. It is compassionate power that washes sadness, misery, and depression away. It is power that breaks us away from chains and weights that keep us down. It is power that sets us free on a runway that propels us to take flight into our purpose and destiny, regardless of our circumstances and beyond our imagination.

It is power that understands your torment and brings you healing and restoration, not religion.

Find out more!

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